Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Dealing with failure

"The one who doesn't fall doesn't stand up."


I am massively disappointed in myself for the Seattle Marathon (State #16/Marathon #21). I've put in a lot time and mileage this year than any time in the past, still failing to PR.
I'd like to blame the course but I won't use it as an excuse, it was much tougher than New Orleans where I last PR'd. I knew it would be a tough day when I hit mile three and saw the first hill because the first noticeable hill according to the course elevation map was at mile four. And there were a number of long tunnels that were draining mentally. Nevertheless, I thought that the preparation could overcome these factors, I was wrong.

Split Time Moving Time Distance Elevation Gain Elevation Loss
1 0:08:11 0:08:12 1 0 7
2 0:08:12 0:08:08 1 3 0
3 0:08:35 0:08:33 1 44 0
4 0:08:35 0:08:32 1 25 26
5 0:08:41 0:08:37 1 110 0
6 0:08:07 0:08:05 1 0 135
7 0:08:23 0:08:22 1 14 20
8 0:08:31 0:08:31 1 62 29
9 0:08:37 0:08:31 1 37 33
10 0:08:19 0:08:20 1 16 67
11 0:08:29 0:08:29 1 22 14
12 0:07:29 0:07:48 1 60 11
13 0:10:13 0:03:33 1 56 29
14 0:08:28 0:08:28 1 24 109
15 0:08:55 0:08:47 1 89 83
16 0:08:53 0:08:46 1 107 0
17 0:08:34 0:08:17 1 37 63
18 0:09:45 0:09:39 1 129 0
19 0:09:03 0:09:04 1 181 295
20 0:09:57 0:09:50 1 238 191
21 0:09:18 0:09:14 1 0 92
22 0:09:06 0:08:41 1 53 36
23 0:09:36 0:09:31 1 0 74
24 0:09:42 0:09:38 1 0 8
25 0:11:09 0:10:46 1 2 0
26 0:10:54 0:10:41 1 3 0
27 0:05:03 0:04:58 0.59 11 0
Summary 3:58:59 3:50:01 26.59 1,322 1,323

Weather was perfect, 50 at the start and overcast the entire race. Like Calvin suggested, I trailed the 3:45 marker from the start... keeping it about half a football field in front. Going very easy in the beginning and eventually passing the 3:45 marker group at mile 8 with a steady state pace. At mile 16, the group passes me and I can feel myself slowing down going up each of the multiple hills. I was still confident to PR until mile 23 when both quads just seized. I literally had to stop and stretch until I can manage a walk… after about a minute or two started to run again but in serious pain. Mile 25, yet another hill/bridge. I looked at the watch and did a very fuzzy math and thought that hope of a significant PR was gone. Then my thought went to just finishing sub 4. As I rounded mile 26, I looked at the watch again and to my surprise, I was looking at yet another 3:58ish finish. So I put it down as hard as I could (8:37 pace) to the finish. Looked at my watch after the finish line and it was 10 sec slower than New Orleans. I am crushed.

Trying to find some positive from this has been difficult. Only thing I’ve come up with is this:

Seattle NO
Overall% 25.25 26.86
Division 32.94 35.97
Gender 34.11 36.97

So some slight improvement compared to the rest of the population. I am still processing the failure in my mind... and now I have to wait until next year to push for a new PR…
Next up is that monster double in Oct. oh boy…

1 comment:

  1. Jeff: Instead of lamenting the fact that you are being too hard on yourself, I'll take a different approach.

    I think there is some laws of mathematics, nature and economics you may be overlooking. Every athlete, track, tennis, golf, football, etc. does not have a perfectly upward slopping performance curve --- especially after a personal record. Once any athlete or any "system" reaches a significant point --- law of diminishing returns sets in. It's just the law of nature. If you look at the performance curve of every athlete that hits a significant personal record --- you will typically see a slope downward. When Kobe scored 81 points, the next game he did not follow it with a 83 point performance, etc. In track and racing, if you study the performance curves you will see the same thing.

    However, once your new training regime gains momentum (e.g. interval training) you will soon enough see a spike. My personal trainer, who is a triathelte, ultra marthaon, yoga, dude, says cutting back on work and increasing interval training designed for speed is the only way to bust the plateau affect.

    Don't be too discouraged, it just means that soon, maybe in Maine or Portland, if you keep up the interval training and don't overtrain, you will hit a higher plateau.

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